A change in the making...

Having options…. is nice. Deciding that even though you have those options available, you want to...

Mon, 26 Nov 2012 22:17:19 -0500

Having options…. is nice.
Deciding that even though you have those options available, you want to hold out for something more suited to you…. is nice.
The fact that you finally value yourself enough so that settling is no longer an option….is nice.

Things I’ve lost down the bathroom sink drain: 1 Lia Sophia ring 2 toothpaste caps 1 bobby pin

Fri, 02 Nov 2012 23:48:12 -0400

Things I’ve lost down the bathroom sink drain:
1 Lia Sophia ring
2 toothpaste caps
1 bobby pin

There’s a peace I’ve come to know. Though my heart and flesh may fail, there’s an anchor for my...

Mon, 15 Oct 2012 21:48:50 -0400

There’s a peace I’ve come to know.
Though my heart and flesh may fail,
there’s an anchor for my soul.
I can say, “It is well”.

Jesus has overcome
and the grave is overwhelmed.
The victory is won.
He is risen from the dead.
And I will rise when He calls my name.
No more sorrow, no more pain.
I will rise on eagle’s wings
before my God, fall on my knees
and rise. I will rise
(I Will Rise by Chris Tomlin)

I’ve always loved this song. It’s especially meaningful for my present condition. I have a peace since I turned some things over to God. There was one particular area of life that I was holding on to…still trying to keep control of. It was a pointless effort. It was as if I didn’t know that God’s way always works out a lot better than mine.

It’s always been easy to have faith that God will work things out in everyone else’s situations. When it came to mine, I sometimes felt myself unworthy of God working it all out for my good. I would talk to God about the situation in private prayer time, but when refering to the same situation to people who know me, I would speak about it with doubt and a “maybe yes, maybe no” attitude. I guess this was a defense mechanism. That way…if what I prayed didn’t come about, I wouldn’t look like a fool. BUT what I was really saying was, “Maybe God can’t do it.” And has he failed me yet? No. He conquered death and the grave, yet I put Him in a box and don’t allow Him to move in my life. I’m robbing myself of an awesome testimony some day down the road.

Well….that’s past tense. :)

"If I’m not pointing people to Jesus then I’m wasting my life."

Tue, 09 Oct 2012 20:17:10 -0400

“If I’m not pointing people to Jesus then I’m wasting my life.”

- Aaron Gillespie (via savedbymercyandgrace)

This was copied from Mike Donehey’s blog: http://Mikedonehey.tumblr.com “They exchanged the...

Mon, 24 Sep 2012 23:05:57 -0400

This was copied from Mike Donehey’s blog:
http://Mikedonehey.tumblr.com

“They exchanged the truth about God for a lie and worshiped and served the creature rather than the Creator…”
-Romans 1:25

I grew up thinking Jesus wanted to ruin my good time.
No seriously…

Everything I wanted to do,
it seemed like Jesus was always telling me I couldn’t.
My friends would get drunk and party;
I wasn’t allowed.

All the other kids were sleeping around.
Jesus said I had to flee sexual immorality.
When people wronged me it felt so good to be bitter and lord it over them,
but there He was saying,

“Forgive seventy times seven.”

So when I went to college and started hanging out with kids who actually enjoyed Jesus, it pretty much blew my mind. I mean, my friends growing up “loved” Jesus, but certainly didn’t like hanging out with Him. We knew the right answers and we knew we were supposed to do what God said to do, but these kids at my college were different.

They wanted to obey God.
They liked obeying Him.
No one was making them.

No one told them they couldn’t get freaky at clubs or drink til they threw up. They just preferred being with God. They’d get together and worship Him for the fun of it. The fun of it? I thought “fun” and “Jesus” were contradictory terms.

To be honest, I had a lot to learn. I still do. But my world changed forever my freshman year of college when Christianity changed from something I had to do, to something I wanted to do.

How?

I experienced Psalm 16:11 first hand.
It says,
“In your presence is the fullness of joy,
at your right hand are pleasures forevermore.”

The fullness of joy?
Pleasure forever?
Have you ever even considered that God is for your pleasure?

Now, this seems quite counter intuitive doesn’t it? I mean, isn’t Jesus all about self denial and what not? Isn’t Christianity just putting your head in the sand, grinding it out, and keeping your nose clean? Nothing could be further from the truth.

You see,

when Jesus says to deny yourself, He never asks you to do that as an end in itself. He says to deny yourself so that you can follow Him! And everything that’s promised us when we get to Him is an appeal to our pleasure. But the tough part is realizing that in order to get the fullest joy, and the greatest pleasure, you have to do things His way.
You have to wait.
Often times you have to go without.
But you go without so that you can get something better.

It’s like McDonalds versus a fancy steakhouse. The steakhouse may take quite a bit longer, but in the end, it’s far more rewarding than a quick fling with Ronald and his super sizing ways. So then, we flee sexual immorality so that we can know the trust, rest, and joy of a sexual encounter protected by the strong walls of covenant. It takes denial, sure, but as a means to a lifetime of more reward. It can seem like Jesus is against our pleasure because we’ve believed the lie that the things He’s created are what will give us what we want. But whether it’s sex, ambition, rock n roll, isn’t it actually God we’re after?

This one thought changed everything. That every beautiful thing I get enamored by, is just a reflection of the one who made it. Any beauty I’m dazzled by or promise I’m lured by, it’s always Him my soul is hungry for. And when I can see that, all other temptations lose their power. To understand all that I love is merely a mirror pointing me upward, frees me to let those things go.

I don’t have to have them.
I have to have the One who made them.

And the pleasure and reward his presence offers far surpasses any drug or buzz I could get. Crazy huh?

Friend, don’t sell yourself short. Jesus wants to give us life. It is Satan who’s out to steal, kill, and destroy. Sadly, we too often believe it’s the other way around. Don’t fall for the lie. His commands to us are the pathways to pleasure. They are the way to joy. All this world could offer you is but a mere shadow of the glory of the One who is behind it all.

Don’t grasp the shadow.
Follow it to the source.
He is the source.

“And we all, with unveiled face, beholding the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another. For this comes from the Lord who is the Spirit.”
-2 Corinthians 3:18

My favorite!!! Coming soon:

Thu, 06 Sep 2012 20:37:58 -0400

My favorite!!! Coming soon:

My 6-year-old daughter decided it was time for her to get a cell...

Tue, 28 Aug 2012 19:17:35 -0400

My 6-year-old daughter decided it was time for her to get a cell phone.
She says, “Mom, can I get a cell phone like your’s?”
To which I respond, “Heck no! You are not getting a phone until you’re at least 14.”
Then she says, “But my friend _____ has a cell phone. Come on mom, I’ll even pay for it myself?!”
I said, “Where are you going to get money for that?”
She said, “My piggy bank, my purse, the bottom of my toy box. I have all kinds of money!”
I said, “You wouldn’t have enough. It’s at least $20 per month to add a line.”
She said, “Well I lose teeth all the time! Ill have tooth fairy money!”
:)

theprobablestars: I came across these 8 dating principles for girls who want to honor God in their...

Sun, 22 Jul 2012 21:27:40 -0400

theprobablestars:

I came across these 8 dating principles for girls who want to honor God in their relationships. Regardless of your views on dating/courting, I found them to be good reminders to look at things through God’s perspective . Also, one principle includes a “don’t stalk. It’s creepy.” Which I thought was important (;

Love this article!

Inspired by SundaySecrets on PostSecret

Sun, 20 May 2012 22:19:40 -0400

“I confessed _______ to _______ and it was the worst decision I have ever made!”
Was it really the worst decision you’ve ever made? Or do you just feel that way because of the way someone reacted?
I think that whenever you come out with a truth, it’s ALWAYS a good decision. The bible says the truth shall set us free.

Do yourself a favor and stop hiding and pretending. Nobody respects that. Just be honest. It’s good for you.

Me & Leonard making the face (Taken with instagram)

Fri, 18 May 2012 23:43:52 -0400

Me & Leonard making the face (Taken with instagram)

crissypantsxd: pleatedjeans: 9 biggest mysteries in the...

Mon, 07 May 2012 18:09:58 -0400

crissypantsxd:

pleatedjeans:

9 biggest mysteries in the world

lol

Yes!! All of these! ‘cept Nickelback….they get a bad rep.

The highlight of my weekend!!! Makes me feel like a kid again!!...

Sun, 06 May 2012 21:46:58 -0400

The highlight of my weekend!!! Makes me feel like a kid again!! (Taken with instagram)

Heidi & Kelsey at the parade. (caught Heidi at a bad time,...

Sun, 06 May 2012 21:31:21 -0400

Heidi & Kelsey at the parade. (caught Heidi at a bad time, but I had to post it to document how long her hair is!!!) (Taken with instagram)

Logan and Heidi :) (Taken with instagram)

Sun, 06 May 2012 21:26:15 -0400

Logan and Heidi :) (Taken with instagram)

I have a bed buddy thanks to the thunder and lightening (Taken...

Thu, 03 May 2012 21:38:57 -0400

I have a bed buddy thanks to the thunder and lightening (Taken with instagram)

Anyone else feel invincible when they have a full tank of gas?...

Thu, 03 May 2012 20:30:19 -0400

Anyone else feel invincible when they have a full tank of gas? (Taken with instagram)

“Hey, mom? I left you a note for the morning. Make sure...

Wed, 02 May 2012 22:07:54 -0400

“Hey, mom? I left you a note for the morning. Make sure you read it when you wake up!” Translation: This morning I want my cereal. To: mom From: Heidi (Taken with instagram)

Ollllllddddie :)

Wed, 02 May 2012 16:39:44 -0400

Ollllllddddie :)

Making brownies with little miss (Taken with instagram)

Tue, 01 May 2012 19:28:52 -0400

Making brownies with little miss (Taken with instagram)

My lifeline (you know, besides Jesus) (Taken with instagram)

Mon, 30 Apr 2012 11:34:19 -0400

My lifeline (you know, besides Jesus) (Taken with instagram)